that is unhealthy

mai nam is heater

ballin

@Izzy okk

:/

@Izzy do it again i missed it

My Sacred Wings: https://onlinesequencer.net/3591213
Creator: Cyx M
Date: 9/17/23
Time: 3:32
Lyrics: I feel a demon growing inside
Like a rage of a thousand knives
But anger will not save me
And trauma hasn’t left your side
I feel a monster thickening it’s
Grasp around my neck around my
Ass-kin for the devil in me
I sin for the laughs and shits see
I will not be you I will not be you

Don’t fucking strip me of my wings and beg for forgiveness beg for mercy
Fuckin take my halo from the holy place of the angels eyes
Don’t fucking strip me of my smile it’s all worth while till you die
And I won’t regret no remorse from my dark side my dark side

I feel a pain like I wouldn’t before
Like spikes are growing spikes or horns
Like I have finally taken shape
I’ll slit your throat and take your name
I feel the voices crowding around me
Eyes are whispering don’t you trust me?
But I cannot help but give In I cannot help but give up
I won’t be like you I won’t be like you

Don’t fucking strip me of my wings and beg for forgiveness beg for mercy
Fuckin take my halo from the holy place of the angels eyes
Don’t fucking strip me of my smile it’s all worth while till you die
And I won’t regret no remorse from my dark side my dark side
Don’t break my horns or break my spine
To fit your brain cells into mine
I’m tired of you wasting my time
You filthy devil take your lies
Shove them where the light dont shine
Cause God forbid youre in my life
And fuck me up ever again
And fuck me up ever again

(measure 114 - 146 is lyric-less)

Don’t fuckin break my graceful horns
And stab me with your wicked sword
I’m not your angel anymore
And I’m not a fuckin pansexual whore
I’ve got four limbs all scarred and scorned
I’ve got two eyes who’ve seen a war
A battle of your fights and more and yet I’m not like you… not like you.

last night I went to a dance and made a friend group which was nice
(Please keep in mind that I wasn’t invited to this dance as well I was underage 😓)
I dance with two hotties 🤭
One of them had super big blue eyes like u need brown contacts immediately
And the other was a fucking giraffe, and he was like 20, which was pretty much pedophilia but whatever. He was so nice and chill 🥺
And he didn’t snitch on me 😍😍
Then me and my bestie slow danced together even though one of the rules was you can’t danced with the same gender. Like bro I’m a trash can, don’t assume my gender. I can dance and kiss anyone I like;;;;;;;))))))

how long has it been since i’ve seen you ._.
forgot you used mppc fr

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𝜗𝜚 rylie She really is :)
She deserves everything good, especially during these times ❤️

Ayari Yeah i’m never going to petland again after that.

@Izzy Maybe ill do it later when im in the mood 😉

@Izzy 😭😭😭

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I’m not okay, every second is either constant pain or complete numbness. I’m shutting off my emotions. If I can’t understand you, please have patience, I cannot even understand myself. If I can’t remember, forgive me, it is a response to overstimulation. I need help but I can’t receive it.

@Serco915 i look at all ur posts, sometimes i just dont have a response or i just upvote it bc theres so many posts when i come back. usually 30-100 and im gone for 2-5 days. im sorry 😭